Monday, September 8, 2014

The Realization

I just had a realization: Everything I knew about one person was a complete fantasy. How often has this happened to you? This may be the first time in my life when I realized that the person I knew was absolutely not there. If you've read this blog before, you may know who she is. I believe she was the topic of discussion in the entry titled Her Depression. To be perfectly honest, her depression has led her to places that most dare not to trod. Dealing with her issues has been more than a burden for me, and I can assure you it's never easy with her. However, a post on her FB account from a few months ago, which was surely about me, made a few claims that were unsavory at best and outright lies at worst. I am not a liar. I'm a man that refuses to drop everything in my life at the drop of a hat for someone that has cost me time, money, and will to deal with. I have responsibilities now to two jobs and a future wife. I wish she could get her life together, but, from this vantage point, I can't see that ever happening. But it's not that simple. I still worry about her. And I probably always will.

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